i THINK i know what to do next..

alright! i found out where the appointment is today from a text from my care coordinator like 5 minutes ago. now i just gotta hope people actually HELP me get what I want done at the appointment. it'd probably be easier and i would've had my driver's license back a long time ago IF people ACTUALLY cared about ME and not how it looks to other people to fulfill their egos. LET ME REMIND YOU IGNORANT FUCKS- I DID NOT GO THROUGH ALL THIS SHIT IN LIFE JUST TO APPEASE MY EGOTISTICAL, ENTITLED FAMILY MEMBERS WHO DON'T REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME IF NO ONE IS LOOKING (OH YES.. THAT INCLUDES MY MOM AND AMANDA). if you asses really want to look good in front of other people- go to church and stop worrying about what other people are doing. so basically- fuck off. it's impossible for my mom to take her ass to church because THAT TAKES TOO MUCH WORK FOR HER. she also wouldn't have anything to do with her life if she stopped worrying about what others were doing. i have these hopes that my mom and fat sister will just get so tired of reading me complain about them and mind their own business but i might be overestimating their intelligence though. my sister didn't even make it to high school and my mom thinks she can live life with everyone thinking she's illiterate. amanda doesn't really have any excuses for her ignorance/lack of knowledge. i'm being too optimistic about my own family members.